I guess this blog is dead for a while. Maybe it will reincarnate one day, maybe not.

Life as a gambler

During the just passed away Chinese New Year, one of the necessary evil of this festive season is gambling. I gambled with my fellow cousins, I am proud to say that I have win nothing and lost nothing. Haha.

However, I have noticed one thing. I noticed that the winning possibility changes with my ability to overwhelm the situation. And then, I feel guilty for winning too much of money, so I decided to lose back the money to them. To give them back the money faster, I put a very big bet for each turn. Guess what, I still have like at least 3 winning streak. And then I lose all the money I won and quit.

I analyzed the situation. As the eldest guy among my cousins and the banker, I have the overwhelming advantage against all of them, that's why I won a lot from them. And then, I decided to lose to them and quit as a banker, I am supposed to have losing streak. However, since I put a big bet on the play, I get the overwhelm situation again. Later, since I have do nothing to change the situation and like played a fool with my cards, my overwhelm situation gone and I had losing streak. Even in the middle of losing, I try my best to win, I couldn't do anything to turn the table back to me.

Come to think of it, isn't our life just a little bit too similar to gambling? In so many games I played, the morale is the most crucial thing of strategy. Even with the finest strategy, when it comes to multiplayer game, you can't win if you lose your morale.

In conclusion, when you are experiencing your high tide of your life, grab it tightly all you can and never play a fool with it, cause if you lose it, you probably can't get it back anymore. Oppositely, if you are experiencing your low tide of your life, try to take back step and see things in different perspective. The more perspective you think, the more chance you can back to the high tide of your life.

However, if you want to experience high tide of your life of the time, your determination must be strong, and you must work hard all the time, not a single moment relax so that it won't turn away. But, what's the point of living if you must have strong determination all the time, working hard all the time just to continue living at a high tide? That sounds like robot to me. To me, life is only meaningful with the presence of high tide and low tide.

Looks like I am a fool Gambler after all. Haha

Test Run Test Run

This is another new template I grab from internet. Quite beautifully designed, but I already edit some of its structure. The previous non-custom made template I grab from the internet was a complete disaster. I wasn't interested in using another non-custom made template ever since.

But recently, one of my friends asked how to make use of non-custom made template, so I decided to research on it. I picked this blog template, read through its html code, and make some amendment on it.

The blog template is not a problem, I am worry about the widget I got. This template wasn't designed to filled with the widget, so I have to copy and paste the code from my previous page source and edit it.

I wonder all those widgets can work properly or not. Hopefully it do work. Then I know better how the html code works liao. Now to think of it, it is quite fun playing with html code.

The only trustable politician is a Dead Politician

Najib is having a big turnover in Perak, thanks to those 4 frogs who jump here and there. What have those 4 frogs prove? Malaysia have no trustable politician; or politician are meant to jump here and there; or politician only believe in money?

I think it only proves one thing, like Singapore, Malaysia is just a fake parliamentary democratic country, it is actually money dictatorship country. Whoever have the most money, they get the leadership of the country. And thanks to the overwhelm support towards in the past, BN is the fattest and richest party in Malaysia. Abdullah Badawi was just a naive leader who don't want to use money to protect his leadership in Malaysia. Now that Najib is getting his hand to his leadership in UMNO, you know how dirty his hand is and now he's getting back the ownership of Malaysia towards UMNO.

What to do? For non-bumiputera, run while you still can, or else you will be slaves in Malaysia one day.

Regret

I regretted..........

Because I bought too many new clothes for this Chinese New Year

Because the first half of the year I don't really need any new casual clothes

Because I am working for the first half of the year

Because I wear my working uniform 24 hours a day

Because everyday I change only 1 cloth

So what's the point of having new clothes?

I regretted, what should I do about my new clothes now?